DEPRESSING!

Okay, so I've been eating ALOT less (like hardly anything) but haven't stuck with my 90 minute thing because I've been so busy. The last three days I've skipped breakfast and like yesterday all I had was a snack wrap (grilled), a diet drink and for dinner a small steak, salad and 10 corn chips (I counted).

So guess what? I am the only person on the planet that gains weight when I don't eat. I swear. It is so frustrating. On Tuesday I'm dripping sweat in a boiling hot room sorting through my boys clothes and didn't have dinner. How can I gain weight???

Does anyone but me think that stinks? But I know this is true, that's why I'm supposed to eat a little every 90 minutes. When I did it, I was losing weight. So I start again. This time doing it right. I'm going to add sleep hours because that's another issue. Six hours a night is not cutting it.

Oh well, I'm going to start again. Little snacks, exercise which I've only dreamed of (two days ago I wore my swimsuit under my clothes all day and never made it to the pool) I can only improve... UGH.