Friday, September 10, 2010

Still here

Still not losing weight.

Still running triathlons.

Still incredibly out of shape despite running triathlons.

Still seeing a personal trainer.

Still getting my butt kicked by my personal trainer.

Still attempting to count calories.

Still eating a crap diet anyway.

Still wishing there was a magic bullet.

Still depressed because there isn't one.

Still discouraged.

Still holding on to a shred of hope that I can actually do this.

Still wanting to get and give encouragement on this blog.

Still glad I have someplace to come to whine.

Still hoping to have something to say here that isn't whiny.

Still.

2 comments:

Tristi Pinkston said...

But "still" is a powerful word. It means you haven't given up, that you want more from life, and that you're going to keep trying. And besides which, you wrote out your thoughts very poetically. :)

Christine Thackeray said...

Still in the same boat.